Weigh in and Shopping

I weighed in this morning and was back up to 187.4 (sorry no pic). First let me just say that is a 2.6 gain from last weeks weigh in, but I am ok with this. Why you may ask? Why are you happy about a gain Heather? Well for two reasons: 1. With a birthday and Valentines celebrations this week I am happy it wasn't more. 2. Last week I had a huge loss because I had the flu, and even though I gained weight back this week I am still less then my weigh in 2 weeks ago, before I got the flu. Wow, hope that makes since. Basically I was 189 three weeks ago. 184 last week cause of flu and then 187 this week. So even though I am up, I am down. I don't know if I am justifying it or if that's a realistic way of looking at it. But I want to stay encouraged, so I am going with it. lol!

I spent the rest of the morning with the Hubby. He had to go into work at 3:00 today and work tonight. =( I hate when he has to work the weekends, but am so thankful he has a job. Him going to work gave me a some time to hang with my sis. We went to the next town over and did some shopping. I was trying to find another dress for the gala. I love the red one I posted about, but everyone I talked to that is going is wearing more like party dresses rather then ball gowns. So I went to several places and was disgusted with myself. Nothing fit. Everything just looked horrible. I was so discouraged. It just made me sick. I can't believe I have let myself get this way. So, now I don't know what I am going to wear. Hopefully I can find something this week. I have 6 days. Oh my! These are the moments that make me remember why I am doing this. I hate feeling this way.