6 month...

The rain finally stopped, so we got to take Brody's 6 month photos. He did so good. We were so proud of him. Here are just a few:

Wearing Daddy's cleats.

 

He loves his right foot. That is the one he is always grabbing and picking up.

Brody doesn't sit in the grass much, but when he does he likes it. 

 I love this look.

 I figured when we tried to take this picture he wouldn't be to happy about laying on the ground, but he did Awesome!

 Bath time is one of his favorites, so I knew he would love this one. Our bubbles left us quickly, but it's still a cute pic.

Our little cowboy!

The last 2 weeks...

Well the last two weeks have not been good. I don't know what is going on with me. I am nauseous all the time, extremely tired, can't sleep, and so on... I haven't been working out and I have just been eating whatever sounds good, since I have been so nauseous. I was going to wait until Friday to weigh in since that is my normal weigh in day, but I went ahead and peeked at the scale this morning and it said 185. I have put on 2.2 pounds in the last 2 weeks. =/ Boo! I really thought it would be more then that actually. Not that I am happy about this, but I am happy it wasn't more.

So, we are leaving for the beach in 10 days and I definitely won't be meeting my 10 pound goal unless a miracle happens. Although I am still not feeling the best I made a conscious decision to try anyways. It's no fun "dieting" when you don't feel good. Well really anytime, but especially when you don't. lol! I just wanna lose. I don't care how fast or slow as long as I am losing! Baby boy turned 6 months old last week and I really thought I would be at my goal of around 150 by the time he was 6 months old. How disappointed I am in myself. There is no excuse why I shouldn't have been there. I was watching the America's extreme weight loss edition last night and I was so mad at the guys girlfriend who had the opportunity to do the program with him and to lose the weight. I mean she was being handed the opportunity on a silver platter and wouldn't do it. Then I realized that's me without the cameras. I am not doing it either. I can do this. I just gotta make myself. Why does it have to be so hard?