Well the last two weeks have not been good. I don't know what is going on with me. I am nauseous all the time, extremely tired, can't sleep, and so on... I haven't been working out and I have just been eating whatever sounds good, since I have been so nauseous. I was going to wait until Friday to weigh in since that is my normal weigh in day, but I went ahead and peeked at the scale this morning and it said 185. I have put on 2.2 pounds in the last 2 weeks. =/ Boo! I really thought it would be more then that actually. Not that I am happy about this, but I am happy it wasn't more.
So, we are leaving for the beach in 10 days and I definitely won't be meeting my 10 pound goal unless a miracle happens. Although I am still not feeling the best I made a conscious decision to try anyways. It's no fun "dieting" when you don't feel good. Well really anytime, but especially when you don't. lol! I just wanna lose. I don't care how fast or slow as long as I am losing! Baby boy turned 6 months old last week and I really thought I would be at my goal of around 150 by the time he was 6 months old. How disappointed I am in myself. There is no excuse why I shouldn't have been there. I was watching the America's extreme weight loss edition last night and I was so mad at the guys girlfriend who had the opportunity to do the program with him and to lose the weight. I mean she was being handed the opportunity on a silver platter and wouldn't do it. Then I realized that's me without the cameras. I am not doing it either. I can do this. I just gotta make myself. Why does it have to be so hard?
Don't beat yourself up! Its takes a long time to lost the baby weight...I've hear 9+ months. I'm 2 weeks away from Adelyn being 1 and I'm still not to my pre baby weight.
ReplyDeleteStay focused, eat good, get your workouts in, and you'll get there friend!!! We can do this together!!! :)